Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Collin Raye - 11th Commandment





Treat your precious children with the kind of love God has for you and for them

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Signs of Emotional Abuse

Kelly Clarkson - Because of you - Live




I was 6 when it began... I know my age, because I know how I looked, that I was starting school...it lasted for 3 years... I guess he started to worry that I might KNOW it's wrong and tell someone.....The abuse altered the innocent, childhood journey that ALL children should have. When no one was hurting me anymore, I found ways to hurt myself...BUT, I could never hurt myself as much as I hurt inside... So, I chose boys and men to hurt me as much as I hurt... THEY, were very good at it (someone taught them well). I felt "alive" yet dead with them... the boys or men were the "bad boys" or the "sexy" ones... Being abused by them hurt so that was "love" right? Because when I was 6, I learned that, someone taught me well, love and pain go together. He "owned" me, that made me so happy because that meant I was worth "owning"... but being "owned" came with a HUGE price..... that price ended up costing me my spirit, soul, and worse yet, it altered my own innocent children's path....

An excerpt from "No Longer Silent"




Monday, November 8, 2010

A Poem For A Friend


This didn't turn out to be about what I thought it was... I found myself feel "God" in some of it, my "ex-abuser" in some of it.... In any event, I

remained "open minded" and watched it... and I'm glad I did! ♥




Sunday, November 7, 2010

Celine Dion - I'm Alive


How great it is to be free....to be "ALIVE" ......